mommy and daddy issues keeping me awake again so i'm hitting up my bestest friend. mood up or down, he can decide. i wanna switch my brain off and just follow someone i love. now backed in a corner with those pretty eyes. it's an obvious trap but i like it like that. he flashes that smile and all my stress subsides. think i'm gonna put him in charge. just a naughty guy that gives me the butterflies. don't know how i'd make it otherwise.
😞😞SADNESS😞😞 They say happiness will find you, But I think sadness find you too. It sneaks up on you in darkness, Just when you thing you’ve made it through It opens hole in what was solid ground, That kind you never knew was there. Until you go to take another step And find out you’re standing over thin air, The world around you passes by, In blue of colors and sounds, Nothing around you makes any sense As you continue your plummet down You can’t remember how it started And you don’t know when will it end, But you know you’d give anything To stand up on your feet. Sadness is that feeling When the falling doesn’t stop, And it eats up the meaning of your life And all the good things that you’ve got, And finally you look back at the sky What you had once seems so far away now, The only things left to do is cry All people yell out “save yourself” Calling things about happiness and hope But they’re too busy in their lives to realize It would be a lot quicker if They’d let down a rope........!
If you let me go I'll find a way back I know what's meant to be is never lost even when it leaves Your face will fade but your essence will always be From time to time I see you in my dreams I hear your laughter Your smile Your gleam I feel your warmth As tender as spring Don't let go Of the memory Hold me In your heart I'm with you when you sleep Your forever Serenity from me Ahmed Protais to you
Well here I am almost 5 years later and I never really expected much to change but its like practically everything did, and I still feel the way I did then but there is a light and there is a dark and sometimes the space of light you see is so little but you really hold out for that first taste of air and pray...I found my little lights and some big ones too and also some darker times and lots of little cracks where I hadnt noticed before..heres to hoping I come back in another 5 years and the world has changed too. Dear 16, Hold on you learn light and darkness Dear 26 me...were gunna do this Signed 21
Skies Of Dark October- I open my eyes looking around My room and as usual I find myself alone. As I awaken from my sacred slumber I feel the energies around me as they begin to turn dark and cold. I arise from the bed where I lay and make my way to the bathroom that is shrouded in darkness except for a small amount of light that illuminates from a tiny bulb above the sink. I start to remove my clothes starting with my shirt but am stopped in my tracks as I see coming through the window out of the corner of my eye a dim orange glow of light followed by a howling wind that would send shivers creeping down almost any humans spine. But as stand there alone I feel no chills or fear as I have come to Love the Darkness the sights and sounds that return from beyond their graves during this time of year. I feel a sense of calmness a slight charm that I love and hold so near as I stare out into the horizon of the now dim orange glowing light as the sunsets and daylight dies once More under the dimming cold fluorescents of the dark mid October skies.