I feel broken,
my speech, emotions, and
mind.
words go unspoken 'cause my mind
can't compose it.
Now my thoughts get left
behind...
...I can't ignore
it.
If I compared my words to
pond,
I'd be a ruin, dried up in
confusion.
never able to move
beyond.
I need to try,
for years I've wallowed
away.
I need to touch the sky but this mountain I
won't climb.
fear of failure is my
dismay.
[Journal Entry
#29]
