(This is purely for my own purpose)

On Saturday the 25th July 2015 my dad died after losing his fight with pneumonia. I hadn't seen my dad in 11 years due to the fact that he was an
alcoholic & did not bother to contact me even though he lived across the road from me. I didnt feel like it was my duty (with me being the child) that I should try contact.
If he wanted to see me he should've picked up the phone or knocked on my door. Over the past 3 weeks I had visited him in the hospital, but sadly he was not able to talk to me as he had a tracheotomy (an incision made in the throat to aid breathing due to an obstruction in the air ways... My medical side is showing!)
Sadly on that Saturday I was not able to see him because I had to work. But I was planning on visiting him. Then at 7 o'clock in the evening my aunt came round to tell me that news. I now have to carry that guilt of not seeing him on that Saturday with me  forever.

So Dad I just want you to know that I am sorry I didn't see you on that day & to let you know that I am doing well with my life. I have my level 1, 2 & 3 in Animal Care & have done a Forensic Science level 3 course! I can also play the guitar now & am an expert in the drums (if I do say so myself!)

I love you & Rest In Peace Daddy


- Love Jade xxx