It's so hard to climb out of this hole I'm in. The walls are thick and the air is thin. You stand at the mouth, rope at your feet and tell me this is a battle I alone must beat. I cry out, but my voice is too weak and the hole is too deep So I curl up and weep As shadows and monsters creep Inside the hole, to where I lay And still you stand, one thing to say "Help yourself. It's better that way."
crimson24 posted a quote
January 23, 2019 6:57am EST
we've been trying to reach my brother for over a year and he wasnt getting any of our messages...because none of them were delivered...maybe he wasnt trying to ignore us after all, but he wasnt pursuing us...and im still not sure how i feel about that.
jodielovee posted a quote
November 18, 2018 7:07pm EST
Update number 2: Its been another 3 years since Ive logged in to Witty. It took me over an hour to guess my username. I broke into tears reading my sad posts from 5-6 years ago.. posts about suicide, begging for love and most of all, never being good enough. I am now 21, MARRIED and have a BABY, a seven month old son, as well as with two dogs. So please, listen to me when I say, IT GETS BETTER.
Me 12:09 AM but i feel myself falling for him more and more every text i get, besides the ones that p*ss me off Fluffy marshmallow 12:09 AM Ummm ok I can't relate Me 12:10 AM oof Fluffy marshmallow 12:12 AM But like how can u fall for him more tho Me 12:13 AM oh its very possible Me 12:14 AM you learn more things and youre just like "i f*cking love you what the f*ck" its hard to explain...i cant really express how i feel for him in words Fluffy marshmallow 12:14 AM How tho Me 12:17 AM like i said, i cant describe it lmao 6/12/18
6/1/18 7:49pm No, don't tell me I'm lying. I promised I was better. I promised I changed. Don't tell me I'm going back to my old self, don't tell me I'm going back to what I used to do that wasn't good for me. Don't tell me I'm lying. I promised I was better. I promised I changed!!! I thought I was okay... Am I not?
"Istg if you're messing with me" .... "i'm not, but we can pretend like i am" .... "no, our friendship and your life isn't a joke to me, so i'm not going to pretend." please, let it be a joke. If it is, i'd be relieved, but also terrified asf. I can't handle something like this. You have no idea how much you mean to me.
4/29-30/18 x 5/31-6/1/18 6.1.18 I had another breakdown at 12:22am 6/1/18 but it wasn't because of him, it was because of you. I know i was playfully mad at you, or even jealous, just for leaving me. But i'll never forgive myself if you actually leave. It's 10:55am, same day and i still have the tear stains from 8 to 10 hours ago. They're being covered and more are joining right now.. Heck, friends or not, I love you. Don't go... Please fight, fight for her, fight for me, fight for yourself, fight for anyone, fight for your life, Please. You don't deserve this. No one deserves that. We only knew each other for a month, but so much has happened. We were able to trust each other. I trusted you with everything i said. I trusted you to tell me anything and everything. Telling me when you say you're good but you're actually not... That hit. That hit hard. How could i not know better? Telling me that i may not see you again, i wish our last conversation wasn't that! God, don't let that be the last time we conversate!!!! I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE REPLACEABLE, I DON'T WANT TO REPLACE YOU. YOU'RE IRREPLACEABLE, to me at least... "You're an amazing girl (name), don't let any d*ck tell you otherwise, ok?" "i know better than to listen to them" I couldn't delete that conversation... I won't ever forget you... Please stay.. Do you know how hard it is to type all of these without being able to see the keyboard clearly? Thank you for being my best friend, you'll always be my best friend. I'll always love you. Please don't let that time be the last time we conversate.
(He spammed me by saying my name but i rather not reveal it) (I did the same to him and after that, i said this) me 8:04 PM hahaha i just read a joke and hsjshsjs i wanna tell you it cuz its cheesy and funny to me at least cuz im short and it kinda makes sense hehe me 8:04 PM imma tell you it anyways me 8:05 PM as i was saying , if a short person were to wave at you, it's called microwave c(: me 8:05 PM i laugh at the dumbest stuff okay me 8:05 PM AND IT KINDA WORKS CUZ IMMA SHNACK me 8:06 PM hjdhsjhjs okay im done 😂😂😂 (He seemed to have only gotten my spam where i was saying his name) Canadian Boy❤ 8:15 PM yes? Canadian Boy❤ 8:25 PM (my name) me 9:05 PM hi me 9:05 PM hmmm Canadian Boy❤ 9:05 PM finallyyy me 9:06 PM i ate and did dishes hello me 9:06 PM you didnt get the cringey texts??? Canadian Boy❤ 9:06 PM mhm i realized that me 9:06 PM FINE W MEEE Canadian Boy❤ 9:06 PM what cringy texts? me 9:06 PM nothing hehe 😅 Canadian Boy❤ 9:06 PM nooo
@someone, 6:45 AM 5/26/18 ...I'm sorry for lying, even though I had promised before... I did think it was nothing, 'til afterwards I had told you the same lie I tell the other one. I promise i'll tell you next time I can. I'm sorry for not being honest. It was hard to tell if it were all genuine. I understand I can tell you anything and everything, more than I tell the other one theirselves. But for some reason, I felt it couldn't be said. It wouldn't have made sense. By the time I tell you, I hope to God you'll understand...
My Whole Heart 💙 🏒 8:35 PM 5/10/2018 You know you are in love When you can not fall asleep Because reality is finally better Than your dreams For the two of us Home is not a place But a person And we are finally home Distance is nothing but a test To see how far love can travel Distance means so little When someone means so much I will love you more than me And more than yesterday I wish I could spend my whole life Telling you how much I love you A poem he had written a week ago...
-~-~-Mom, i'm sorry, I can't win with you. I've tried, but you won't give in. Not even for the most important reason. One day...and soon...You're going to lose me.. i'm sorry, i tried but you didn't do anything. i screamed so loud, you became deaf. i wasn't heard.-~-~- Felt I had to bring this back