it's been quite a while since we've
known each other. it's been quite a while since you've
trusted me with anything. you're the only person who knows my
biggest secrets. you're the only person i actually tell
things too. you're one of the very few
people i talk to. you're one of
the very few people i can actually tolerate.
but even after i tell you that i trust you with my life, you
still don't talk to me about anything other than your
favourite boybands. rather, you talk to people who you don't
talk to you as much as me, about things you'd never tell me.
right infront of my face like i'm not even there. like
i'm just some ghost who tells you all her secrets but you
can't tell her anything. like a speck of dust that catches
your attention when you sneeze but disregard once you recover. it
hurts. it hurts to know that i can trust you with my life but you
can't trust me with a single
thing.
