it's been quite a while since we've known each other. it's been quite a while since you've trusted me with anything. you're the only person who knows my biggest secrets. you're the only person i actually tell things too. you're one of the very few people i talk to. you're one of the very few people i can actually tolerate. but even after i tell you that i trust you with my life, you still don't talk to me about anything other than your favourite boybands. rather, you talk to people who you don't talk to you as much as me, about things you'd never tell me. right infront of my face like i'm not even there. like i'm just some ghost who tells you all her secrets but you can't tell her anything. like a speck of dust that catches your attention when you sneeze but disregard once you recover. it hurts. it hurts to know that i can trust you with my life but you can't trust me with a single thing.