"I've never felt this low about my self,
And god dammit this hurts more than ever.
This panic attack's just sinking in,
Can't you just pull the trigger?
My nose is stuffed,
My eyes are all puffed.
Just when I thought things were better.
Irritable, irrational, emotions bubbling up,
When will it ever stop?
I'm slowly falling,
Slowly sinking,
My inner demons rising up.
Battling my one true fear,
Losing the one's I love.
The knot inside my stomach,
Saying it's coming soon.
It's ripping up every last though,
Until my mind's been consumed."

― ( K. L. G. )