after a while it becomes harder
harder to breathe
harder to feel
harder to see
a life without you
it becomes harder for me
and easier for you
you moved on so effortlessly
indicating i meant
absolutely nothing
n o t h i n g
that word hurts
it hurts more than being alone
a l o n e
probably the worst word in the english language
murder doesn't hold a candle to it
and it's silence is deafening
those words are the thoughts
the hurt and the aggrivation
you caused me
the pain you made me feel while you were happy
h a p p y
it's a distant memory
and it's harder to visualize in my mind
what it is like to feel happy
you made me happy
i felt happy around you but now
i'm broken
i feel crumpled
like a piece of paper
innocent and weak
but i guess our relationship
our trust and friendship
was that innocent piece of paper
crumpled within an instant
and a lifetime to take to
rebuild it again
-
wasteofskin
