I was lying in my bed this morning and all of a sudden
I got this really sharp pain right by my heart.
I felt like I was getting stabbed in the heart.
It last for about fifteen seconds. My thoughts were racing
and I was trying to breathe heavy to get it to go away
and I thought I was going to die and this is the part where
it applies to every single one of you. I've tried
to take my life before. I've wanted to die so
many times in my life, but when I felt like something was
going to kill me without my control, all of those thoughts
stopped. In my mind, I was begging I would be okay.
No matter how much you hate the world, no matter how
much you hate yourself, there are answers that are better
than death, believe me. There are people that love you.
I love you, for crying out loud. There are people who would
be a wreck if you were gone. There is a reason we are all
on this Earth, I promise you, even if you don't see it now,
and if you're feeling alone, know that the world can be a
lonely place, but it would be lonelier without you in it.
-Hayley Williams