Today when I got home, I just cried and cried
and cried.
I don't know what the trigger was, but I cried.
It was the first time in ages that I cried like that; not from
happiness or empathy, but from pain.
And to have all that bottled up pain be released should have
been a relief.
But
it wasn't.
All it did was hurt me more.
Why?
Because I was alone.
Rather than having someone help me tip the bottle and support
me whilst I gently poured out the contents, I, alone, let the bottle slip from my
grasp and watched it shatter.
Then I had to pick up the shards of glass by myself, and rebuild the bottle.
And that process hurt more than the pain once contained inside
that bottle.
So what did I do?
I continued crying for hours and
hours on end.
And the scary thing?
I couldn't stop.
See, this is why I'm
afraid to
cry.
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