"I'm just trying to figure out why she's attached to me" ~~~Because you care for her, you've been around since day 1, its easy for her to talk to you, you guys are close and she doesnt want to share you. They're the same reasons why a girl gets attached to their bf so easily. Unless he doesnt give a million damns about you as much as he says he does and then you try to convince yourself its okay, as long as youre there, its okay but really its not because he still doesnt give a damn. Sure, we get attached, but it's because we think you care. Because you once did or told us you did. And when you don't, we freak out wondering why we aren't worth your time to care about us~~~
They tell me to "move on with your life".~But what am I supposed to do with the life we made that was meant to be ours? ~We combined our lives together, never thought we would need reason to separate.~Except, that was just me.~You always had a backup plan.~I was a distraction.~Or was the act you put on distracting me?~How do I move on with the life that was meant to be ours...~How will I move on with the life I supposedly had, whilst you went behind my back and made a new one?
~One day, we said it'll be only us. Nobody else. ~One day, we said it's over. We were through.~One day, I wanted you to call me, just so I had a reason to yell.~One day, I told everybody, including me, I was happy.~One day, I said I wouldn't shed a tear.~One day, I never thought it'd be me, calling you.
Memorium* posted a quote
October 4, 2017 8:59pm UTC
You lost this match. -Poem by Christine Vega Feeling lost and broken All the words left unspoken I'm broken and bruised I'm an old toy; I am used. I don't want to affect you. I don't need to take the blame. But when pain comes like the flu. And you're stuck feeling blue. Don't come back to me; you're unwanted. You're not forgiven, and when your bleeding I'll turn away. But now nobody is falling for your games. You are a fool. I'm no longer tool. I see how you are; Where the darkness lies. Deep within, inches under the skin Pathetic sneaks in. Weakness stands and shouts. When your on the ground you'll ask me where am I now But I'm not coming back, that is a fact! I see right through your dumb little acts!! Press X - Y - Z Leave it to me, get through round 3 I never meant to you what you meant me, But that's okay cause I now see through the screen! You lost this match, I won't take it all back Take yourself home, where you are alone. You betrayed the only person who cared about you. Now nobody is left, one day you'll know the feeling of being broken and bruised. Lost and confused, with nothing to do. I'd wish the best to you, but the best thing you had was me. And I no longer want you!
Memorium* posted a quote
September 17, 2017 7:17pm UTC
i feel broken inside and i dont know what to do i feel like any minute id lose my mind like i lost you i can't let go of this pain i cant let go of this urge to break down this time being strong is really hard to do i dont know how much more i can possibly take how many more smiles i could possibly fake how many more miles these scarred up legs can make
gkotiaho* posted a quote
August 4, 2017 4:59pm UTC
I've always been the one To pick up the pieces From the fallout You leave in your wake. It is I who grabs the broom with the soft bristles and Gently cleans away the Broken shards of glass. It is I who cleans the Festering wounds With a drop of alcohol, The sting followed by My loving kiss. It is I who calms the raging Ocean, as her waves wash Upon the shore with force. I drown in her fears and sorrows, And my slow death soothes her. And it is I who comes back Each and every time To repair the damage That you carelessly inflicted. When you return, You attempt to tend To the hurt, But there's only so much That you can do. For this cleanup crew Consists of only one. -(cleanup crew) G. Kotiaho
There are alot of things I miss about being a kid, but one of the things I miss most is being held. The amazing feeling of aomone holding you in their arms and the feeling that everything that worries you just fading away, but I am not a kid any more, but alot of the times I wish I was, cause I have too many worries that I wish would disappear, but that is what it means to be an adult, it means that you are alone, always alone.
im having a break from social media, what I thought about people not caring truns out to be true... i guess its been one day & not everyone in my world knows.. cause nobody seems to notice. im so lonely
When you look up, and see the places you've wondered, and feel the shame you can't hide. When you look around and see that there is no one beside you, that is where you stop and sit down, for there is no purpose of continuing on if there is no one to walk beside you.
jahn79* posted a quote
November 27, 2016 7:55am UTC
Happy lies(I, we, she her, my, our, Marionette's wife are one)She does as she is toldHer voice I cannot hearHer tears run down my cheeksas I watchThis is her timeshe is afraidI lay down at nightas she is toldShe gets up in the morning together with himHer smiles are emptythe happy liesThe strings she has hidden he does not knowI act the partthe Marionette's wifeI fall into your embraceOur heats as oneYour pain and alone with every beat of mineApril then Maythe plans are in effectI speak but no one can hearWe do not cry in front of himForces controlling fateEye lashes as butterfly wings beating away memoriesOur muses many as oneFractured we are not wholeI told herI wish I could dieShe told meI wish you could die