Getting
Better
4-11-13
Monday
afterschool, Trevor & I had to stay after for student
council. We sat together, and had to hang posters up together. At
that time we weren't okay, because he was busy Sunday night
and we never had the chance to make up Sunday. I tried being more
than nice to him while we were putting up posters, because I
really didn't want to lose him, and we ended up having a
great time. We laughed and joked and I let him take control and
it was really great. Before we left, we hugged. Seemed like a
good sign.
When I got home he texted me and he told me he loved me and that
he didn't want to give up, and we were fine, and I proposed a
new way on how to stop fighting, my friend gave me the idea. We
go three days without fighting, we are super good to each other,
and if a fight starts we have to go "You win. I don't
want to fight" and change the subject. Then when three days
is up we talk about it (Three days is up today but we haven't
had a chance to talk about it yet) then we go a week, talk about
it, then two weeks, talk about it, three weeks, talk about it, a
month, two months, etc. It seemed like a good idea.
We have been fine since then, and I'm going to Boston
tomorrow right after school, then we are on spring break. Trevor
is supposed to bring me a sweatshirt so I can wear it to and from
Boston so I am warm and have something comfy to sleep in for the
way there and back :P
Yes, Trevor & I are working on the project together again,
but also with my best friend Cali and her boyfriend Logan. We are
a group of four hopefullly we get some work done! & hopefully
Trevor's parents don't have a problem with it.
I just really hope that we don't end up fighting again, we
were doing so good, then we started falling apart and I'm not
used to fighting so much like we used to! We were good for TWO
MONTHS then one fight ruined it all, and it really sucks. I'm
just scared we will fight again.... I don't want to. It's
not fun. I'm scared my idea won't work, and honestly we
have both run out of ideas on how to get this to work. I mean, we
have nothing left after this. I really hope it works. I'm so
scared it wont.
Oh, and he calls me boo
again.
I like it but I know soon if we
fight that will come up, and how we are too close, yet
again...
Let's hope we don't fight, and we
start
GETTING BETTER
