& In less than one year, I have lost every close friend i had because i messed everything up, and all i want to do is fix the wrong things that I have done, but It will never be good enough, And it hurts....
It's so strange how you can have the bestest and most amazing friends but you still can't quite tell them about the hurricane happening in your head because no matter how much you know they understand they still just don't?
"And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways" The only thing I think about when I hear this in "Thinking Out Loud by: Ed Sheeran is how I fell for you in the most mysterious, amazing, beautiful, and dominate way. I Love your eyes and hair. I love the way you speak my name, and hide me in your hoodie. I love you even if you don't love me.
I love him. But I knew we would never happen. I have wasted too many years Loving him when he never loved me. I needed to get over him. So I moved. I thought, maybe If I moved he will leave my mind. I wouldn't think about him. Now I just think about him more. I love him. And now I am thinking That move was the biggest mistake Of my life. I miss him, I love him, And I might be missing the one thing I want in life. Him.
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November 12, 2014 7:35pm EST
Allright so, yesterday was a very interesting day after the rumors were spread about me, I saw you walking around and when you were about to leave I ran after you, because i was so upset. So we hugged for a long time and I mean a really long time, after we were done hugging, you had your hands on my shoulders and I didn't look at you but I could see the look that the guys give the girls on tv or in movies when they're about to kiss and you gave me that look, and you told me you were mad and punched yourself lol and today we almost did again, but i had to leave so we didn't but tomorrow I promise we will I love you best friend and always will and thank you for starting to mature more with the help of me a little
I hate the feelng when your 'best friends' leave you. I hate the feeling when you try your best to forgive and forget. But I don't hate the feeling of always having that one person that has your back, that even if you are mean to them, they will forgive you.
All those love songs. On replay. Time and time again, those lyrics hit my soul. They give you memories. The good, and the bad. Some may say it is crazy, to be wishing on a star like this. Those love songs, they may seem silly to you. But to me, They give me hope. Hope the one, who is always on my mind, and in my heart, will be mine someday.
LOVE. It is a strange thing isn't it? It turns us into complete fools. Idiots sometimes. All for a single person. That one person. The one you could never live without. And even if they don't love you, It doesn't mean those little annoying things, feelings, aren't still there. And they will be there. But that isn't a bad thing.
That absolutely heart breaking moment when you look as one of your best friends hearts get broken almost exactly the same way yours did little over a month ago and not being able to stop it or make it better..
Welcome back Lyric Hey Lyric, if you are reading this it means that you are finally home. I just though that you would enjoy having a little something to come home to, so here I am writing you a little note. I am not going to lie, I missed you more than anything, and it doesnt feel complete without you and I having our little conversations. Man, you havent been gone too long but I still miss my best friend. I hope you are enjoying yourself, relaxing, and just breathing. I hope you have smiled a few times in the last few days. I also hope you know that you havent left my mind once, and that as much as I hope you are having fun, I want you back also. I am sorry I did not get to talk to you before you left, but I will make it up to you when you get back, because damn boy, there is so much to talk about. Once again thank you for being the wonderful, extraordinary person you are. Come back soon okie?♥♥ xoxoxo - Your munchkin