january
21st.
reading everything i posted on here
throughout my pregnancy made me cry.
it's been a while since i really sat down
and thought about my baby.
a lot of people asked me about my pregnancy,
when i still was.
and when i had my miscarriage,
i posted on facebook about it.
telling people to quit asking if i was pregnant.
there is now a big rumor at my school that i
faked it.
faked being pregnant, and faked the miscarriage.
i know some people on here thought
it was all for attention too.
and yeah, maybe it was for attention,
but i wanted support. not likes.
i would never fake a miscarriage.
going through all of that, literally broke my heart.
more than my heart, my soul.
i don't care if it was 4 weeks or 4 months.
that baby was mine.
i was a mommy.
i wish i still was...
