Witty Profiles
This is
too
much.
I've completely lost my
mind & gone insane.
so many things have happened in the past 7 months.
i miss how things used to be;
when my mom actually came home from work,
& my sister and i lived under the same roof.
i've had my mind wrapped around my now non-existant
love life for too long
that i forgot what's it's like to be a friend,
sister, and a daughter.
& now that i've screwed up my relationship with
everyone,
i have no one here for me.
i pushed them all away out of anxiety.
i got mad over stupid things i should have been
thankful for.
i was selfish & too full-of-myself to even realize.
that was back when i had my health under control.
looking back on it, i realize that if you have good health,
you have everything.
i'm now forced to live a totally different
life,
not knowing what will happen next,
or if i'll wake up tomorrow.
no one even knows what's wrong with me,
but, somehow, i know i deserve this
& i can understand why no one wants to
be there for me.
i'm beyond the point of caring though,
because i know if i worry about it my condition will only
worsen.
so, here i am losing people i love because i don't have
the will power anymore.
there's nothing i can do about it, i can't make
people stick around.
all i can say is i tried.
35 faves · 8 comments · Jan 11, 2013 10:31pm
Amenah
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1 decade ago
Everything will be okay in the end. Keep telling yourself that, and carry on with your head high. It's all the advice I can give, but I hope you can make something of it. Or if not, just keep in mind that there will always be people out there who DO want to be there for you. <3
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HakunaaMatata
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1 decade ago
hmm maybe that's part of my problem. Thanks for the advice :)
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Amenah
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1 decade ago
*shrug* :) You're welcome.
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xXxForeverxYoursxXx
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1 decade ago
So im going to try really hard to make this helpful but im kidda bad at this stuff. Sooooo where to begin. ok u dont deservvev it. Since i dont know wats up i cant go into more depth about that but no one deserves watever your doing to yourelf. And if people dont know that its because you dont talk to them about it. I just found someting out about someone i love very much and i wa horrified because i never realized it. Now i know and if he does something like that ill know because i will know whats wrong with him, You need a support bases and work through it. Last thing if your leading a different life, make the best of it. Any one can make any situation better if they look for the positive. Maybe one day you family will come home and you'll ssee your family. Just work through it for now and keep with it. sorry if this doesnt help...
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HakunaaMatata
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1 decade ago
That was helpful :) thanks
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xXxForeverxYoursxXx
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1 decade ago
no problem :) just happy to know my advice helped u and ment something
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MissMicky754
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1 decade ago
Stay Strong <3333
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livingafairytale · 1 decade ago
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can relate to this so much. i dont live with my mom or sister anymore either. its just me and my dad and grandpa. i can relate so much if you ever need anyone to talk to im right here because i know i can relate <333