It's called love;)117

Me: Justin.. could you go downstairs?
Sorry I know that sounds mean..I just need
time to..think.
Justin: alright.. understandable..
He kissed my forehead, and walked out the door, closing it behind him. I layed there for a moment thinking. Then I got out some old letters from Sam..

Hi Babygirl,
Today you stopped by to see me, just to say hi! I love you. You are so beautiful. You had no make up on, hair up in a "bun," in sweats and a sweatshirt with paint all over it, because you were painting your new room and didn't feel like getting ready because you were tired. I love you. I love the fact that you know you don't have to look sexy, to be beautiful to me. most girls think that they have to get all ready for their boyfriends, but you, you know that that's not true and or right. You know you dont have to because if I don't like you the way you are then I shouldn't like you all hot and sexy. When you go back out there don't forget this, please. Tonight we cuddled, and watched some fireworks on youtube because we aren't sure I'm going to make it to fourth of July... I will baby. I will. I love you so much.  If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you, its yours. If it doesn't, it never was. I will be waiting for you, just think of me up there with the big guy sharin' some stories and laughin' and by the time you get up here our home will be built. If you, which you will, move on and you already have a new family, then by golly I will just hug you, and we will have to catch up on coffee sometime.

I love you,
Sam