i'm emma and i don't really know i'm just really gay
but i also like dick??????????????????????????
where do squrrels go during hurricanes we just do
not know. (pls do not take me seriously like some-
times i forget to breathe and pass out)
It just sucks, you know? It sucks that I'm socially awkward. And no, not the cutesy socially awkward girls lie about to make people like them either. The real socially awkward. It sucks that I used to shake uncontrollably every time my ex boyfriend texted me. It sucks that I can't spend more than ten minutes talking to someone before I have to duck out. It sucks that people don't understand. It sucks that I'm freaking scared of my own shadow. That I can't speak publically for my life. That I can't speak privately for my life. It sucks. It freaking sucks. I just want to be alone, all the time, on the internet, and that's not a life. That's just existence. It sucks when they come into my room and tell me to "come out and socialize." Don't you think I want to? Don't you realize I can't?
Any good songs/artists? I'm open to anything as long as it's not: - Played a lot on the radio (only because I've probably already heard of it) - Country (Nothing against country, I'm just not in a country mood)
dear "fasionista" skinny girls, you don't find the cutest clothes for you in stores because you're a good shopper. it's because designers only make clothes for people who look like you. sincerely, not-skinny person who can never find cute clothes.
BEAUTY DOESN'T MATTER. - THAT'S WHY MOST WOMEN WON'T GO OUT OF THE HOUSE WITHOUT MAKEUP. - THAT'S WHY LIVE SHOWS LIKE AMERICAN IDOL ONLY LET PRETTY PEOPLE SIT IN THE FRONT ROW. - THAT'S WHY GIRLS AND BOYS STARVE THEMSELVES SKINNY - THAT'S WHY WE SPEND SO MUCH TIME ON OUR HAIR AND MAKEUP IN THE MORNING - THAT'S WHY PEOPLE WORSHIP BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE AND HAVE "THINSPIRATIONS" BEAUTY DOESN'T MATTER. UNLESS YOU AREN'T BEAUTIFUL.
you guys know absolutely nothing about self-harm. there are countless different ways people hurt themselves. cutting is only one of them. people burn, bruise, scratch -- literally anything hurtful you can think of, they'll inflict it on themselves. whether you understand it or not, people who self-harm like it. they like the feeling of it. they like how it takes them to another place, away from their problems. telling people to "just stop" when it comes to self-harm is so, so selfish of you. it's an addiction. it's an addiction. IT'S AN ADDICTION. it should not be so hard for you guys to understand but it seems none of you understand addictions to begin with. whenever people make quotes about smokers or drinkers or drug addicts there are tons of uniformed wittians who comment stupid things like, "if you want to stop smoking, just stop." if it was that easy nobody would smoke. what i'm trying to say is you guys cannot make assumptions or jokes about something you don't know. it's not your fault you don't under- stand, but it is your fault that you're not trying to.