It's called love;)12
And I walked out of his room. I couldn’t think. Why did I just day that? I’m not in love with him…am I? I texted Jessica my wholeeee situation, with “Nick” and Sam and she responded right away.
 
Jessica: hey love! Gr8 2 hear frum u! finally get 2
Tlk bout luv! Huney this is all I can tell u.. it’s called
Love (;u obviously said u luv nick bc u do! I’m
Hpy 4 u babe (:
 
Me: but I like Sam..
Jessica: ya, but u r IN luv wit Nick!
Me: ugh!
Jessica: tel Sam we r movin a lil fst so lets
Slo dwn, say I rly lk u but we just met so
Lets not b exclusive yet.
Me: what if he’s mad?
Jessica: He wont be, he’ll understand.
Me: so then I have both of them? thats not
Really that fair!
Jessica: then CUT ONE OFF NOW!!
Me: alright, I’m going to bed,
Goodnight.
Jessica: ily! Ttyt!
Me: alright talk to you tomorrow!
Love you too best friend!
 
I started listening to some music, very quietly I almost put my headphones in I was scared it might be too loud. Just some sad depressing Tay Swift, I closed my eyes to hold the tears in but then…