I flip out because I can't find my journal. Then, weeks later I remember I hid it under my bed. I've just outsmarted myself. i am such a freaking tard.
Dishonored* posted a quote
April 25, 2013 12:52am UTC
*after long day* Me: *goes to witty* Me: *sees I'm logged out* Me: I'm too tired to log in, I'll just go to sleep. Me: *continues to be kept awake by the voice in my head saying "but.. you might have a notification.."*
"i am not depressed. i can still smile at pretty things. and laugh when jokes are funny. i can still talk to people. and enjoy nice days. but when i go inside, when i am alone, there is something broken. and i fall into a sadness so sweet that it engulfs me. i look in the mirror. and i don't like what i see. and the tears always fall when i'm falling asleep. and i miss something, that doesn't exist. i am not depressed. i've just been sad for a while. but i can still find the light. i can still smile."
SalemSoto posted a quote
April 25, 2013 1:03am UTC
'CAUSE I AM BARELY BREATHING AND I CAN'T FIND THE AIR, I DON'T KNOW WHO I'M KIDDING, IMAGINING YOU CARE. AND I CANT STAND HERE WAITING, A FOOL FOR ANOTHER DAY. I DON'T SUPPOSE IT'S WORTH THE PRICE, THE PRICE THAT I WOULD PAY.
I want to leave not because I hate this town, but after awhile the sadness becomes a part of you, and plants a seed of wrath in your heart, until the town is no longer a town but a place filled with unhappy souls. I need to leave because that is the only way I will ever be able to escape this sadness that has slowly become apart of me. -ltn
SalemSoto posted a quote
April 25, 2013 1:09am UTC
I guess what I got out of all this was that sometimes, a little bit of fear is good. Maybe you'll be scared into seeing reality. Maybe you'll take a risk and love that you finally did it. ( maybe it's a kiss, a confession, or a break-up ) Fear isn't always bad, // it can be an eye opener.