My life feels like a total mess.
And I hurt the one I love the most.
I am a failure.
I am a b*tch.
I am feeling like I don't deserve to live,
But even death is too good of a fate for me.
I feel shattered in a million pieces.
I only have myself to blame.
So this is my cry for help.
This is my plead for someone to lie to me and say it'll be okay.
Go ahead, say I'm an attention wh*re.
I'm being one, I know.
But when you're hurting like this,
You just need to feel like someone cares.