Dear Cole,
You are probably not going to see this but honestly, I think i just need to let it all out. I can't hold back any longer. I don't know how long you can like a person before you call it love. Yeah, I know we are only 13 but I just really really really like you. I think its really sweet that you want to have your first kiss with me. And I really want to kiss you. But you know what else I want to do? Hug, hold hands, and be able to tell people how lucky I am to be your girlfriend. But here I am, stuck in the friend zone, and it really sucks. I want to talk to you in person, hear your voice, look deep into your brown eyes, and if I'm lucky, feel the warmth of your hug. I never have, but I sure do want to. I miss you. I know I've told you I'm fine with the fact that you don't want to date me, but honestly, I'm not. I'm torn, sad, upset. But I know I can't make you change your mind. I've tried getting over you, but it's going to take a lot of time. It's harder than I thought. I know this letter won't change much between us, but I just needed to let you know. I don't think I couldv'e bottled it up for much longer. Anyway, I guess this is the end of the letter. You mean a lot to me, Cole.
Sincerely, Chelsea