What Hurts The Most
Chapter # 10
I layed there for forever until Travis finally woke up and got off me, he said, "This will be our little secret" Then smiled and left the house. I sat in the bed for what felt like ages, thinking about how I was going to tell Parker, "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" I screamed, then burst into tears. I ran to the bathroom and got into the shower, I felt so dirty! I scrubbed my whole body raw, still crying and screaming in the shower. I sank to my knees and totally lost it. I didn't realize how long I had been sitting there until I heard a knock on the bathroom door, I flinched into the side of the shower, because the knock reminded me of Travis.
"Who.. who is it?" I screamed through the sound of the shower.
"It's Parker, Roxie, what's wrong, is everything ok?" He screamed back.
Ohhh nooo! I thought! I'm not ready for this! I cant tell him yet! No!! I kept think these things until Parker screamed again, "Roxie?"
I was going to have to tell him, he was the only one I trusted enough. I turned off the shower then said,
"One moment!"
I came out of the bathroom in my Pj's to Parker sitting on my bed, he immediately stood and walked to me,
"Hey, what's up?" he said, hugging me, I flinched again, I had bruises all over my body.
"I got my memories back!" I tried to scream enthusiastically.
Parker turned and started saying, "YAAAAAAAAY" He kept repeating it, then hugged me again, I was still tense, Parker must have realized it and asked again, "Roxie, that great, but seriously,is something wrong?"
I burst into tears again, "I don't know how to say this Parker. I-I'm so sorry," I said through my tears falling into his arms, he carried me back to the bed, and sat down, with me in his lap.
"Roxie, you know you can tell me anything." He said
"I-i k-know, I ju-just, don't want yo-you to be m-mad" I stuttered.
"Why would I be mad Roxie?"
"I-I don't know"
"Roxie, tell me what's wrong", he slightly yelled at me.
""While you were go-gone.. uhhmm, Tr-Travis came ov-over" I mumbled.
"What?! Did you invite him over!?",He sounded anggry, great, just like on the bus!
"No he just came.. came in.. and. he.. uhhmmm" I started sobbing harder.
"Roxie, what'd he do to you?"
I couldn't say it, I couldn't say it...
"He um.. I think we need to go to the store.." I muttered under my breath.
"Why do we have to go to the store right now, tell me Roxie!" He sounded more mad this time.
I started to cry , "Parker we have to go to the store to get a pregnancy test! THATS what Travis did to me! I promise I didn't want it! He was just too strong! I'm sorry! I-I'm so sorry!" I screamed at him, "I'm sorry, please forgive me. Please, I'm so sorry"
Parker sat there for a while in silence then squeezed me to his chest, "I forgive you Roxie, don't be sorry, its going to be ok." He whispered, the kissed my forehead. "Don't be sorry, you don't have to be sorry,"
I cried in his arms for a long time, I must have fallen asleep, because when I woke up, there were 2 tests and a bunch of candy at the end of the bed, I smiled, the frowned again, I walked into the bathroom and at there for a while, waiting for the answer to be come clear. When I found out, I walked back to the bed just to lay down and cry more. When Parker came back upstairs, I would have to tell him. I would have to tell him that I was carrying a baby. A baby that wasn't his. I was carrying an innocent little creation of life. I couldn't kill it. I was going to have this baby, and I was going to have it with Parker. Not Travis.
Never... Travis..
Author's note: Okay. shocker... :(
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