What Hurts
The Most
Chapter #
10
I
layed there for forever until Travis finally woke up and got
off me, he said, "This will be our little secret"
Then smiled and left the house. I sat in the bed for what
felt like ages, thinking about how I was going to tell
Parker, "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" I screamed, then burst
into tears. I ran to the bathroom and got into the shower, I
felt so dirty! I scrubbed my whole body raw, still crying and
screaming in the shower. I sank to my knees and totally lost
it. I didn't realize how long I had been sitting there
until I heard a knock on the bathroom door, I flinched into
the side of the shower, because the knock reminded me of
Travis.
"Who.. who is it?" I screamed through the sound of
the shower.
"It's Parker, Roxie, what's wrong, is everything
ok?" He screamed back.
Ohhh nooo! I thought! I'm not ready for this! I cant tell
him yet! No!! I kept think these things until Parker screamed
again, "Roxie?"
I was going to have to tell him, he was the only one I
trusted enough. I turned off the shower then said,
"One moment!"
I came out of the bathroom in my Pj's to Parker sitting
on my bed, he immediately stood and walked to me,
"Hey, what's up?" he said, hugging me, I
flinched again, I had bruises all over my body.
"I got my memories back!" I tried to scream
enthusiastically.
Parker turned and started saying, "YAAAAAAAAY" He
kept repeating it, then hugged me again, I was still tense,
Parker must have realized it and asked again, "Roxie,
that great, but seriously,is something wrong?"
I burst into tears again, "I don't know how to say
this Parker. I-I'm so sorry," I said through my
tears falling into his arms, he carried me back to the bed,
and sat down, with me in his lap.
"Roxie, you know you can tell me anything." He
said
"I-i k-know, I ju-just, don't want yo-you to be
m-mad" I stuttered.
"Why would I be mad Roxie?"
"I-I don't know"
"Roxie, tell me what's wrong", he slightly
yelled at me.
""While you were go-gone.. uhhmm, Tr-Travis came
ov-over" I mumbled.
"What?! Did you invite him over!?",He sounded
anggry, great, just like on the bus!
"No he just came.. came in.. and. he.. uhhmmm" I
started sobbing harder.
"Roxie, what'd he do to you?"
I couldn't say it, I couldn't say it...
"He um.. I think we need to go to the store.." I
muttered under my breath.
"Why do we have to go to the store right now, tell me
Roxie!" He sounded more mad this time.
I started to cry , "Parker we have to go to the store to
get a pregnancy test! THATS what Travis did to me! I
promise I didn't want it! He was just too strong! I'm
sorry! I-I'm so sorry!" I screamed at him,
"I'm sorry, please forgive me. Please, I'm so
sorry"
Parker sat there for a while in silence then squeezed me to
his chest, "I forgive you Roxie, don't be sorry, its
going to be ok." He whispered, the kissed my forehead.
"Don't be sorry, you don't have to be
sorry,"
I cried in his arms for a long time, I must have fallen
asleep, because when I woke up, there were 2 tests and a
bunch of candy at the end of the bed, I smiled, the frowned
again, I walked into the bathroom and at there for a while,
waiting for the answer to be come clear. When I found out, I
walked back to the bed just to lay down and cry more. When
Parker came back upstairs, I would have to tell him. I would
have to tell him that I was carrying a baby. A baby that
wasn't his. I was carrying an innocent little creation of
life. I couldn't kill it. I was going to have this baby,
and I was going to have it with Parker. Not Travis.
Never... Travis..
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