SOMEONE TELL ME IF THIS IS A REJECTION:
Um ur a really cool person and cute to and I'd date u in a heart beat , but I was thinking all day today , that u know how u said I scare u , I feel that we should say freinds for a while and not lead each other on , at least for the next 6 months :) , I feel like u have so much going on and I don't want to become a distraction , bc I could see that happening , what u think:)
I'm always here as a freind though:) but I would definatly want to go out with u in the future , I'm saying all this bc I don't want u to. Think I'm paly ing with ur feelings, just being smart
then i said : okay thats fine
then he said : R u mad :O , I was thinking about u that's all :$ bc u said I scare u
then i said : no im hot mad one bit ( * in reality i was tearing up, after seeing all those compliments backed up with the word but.... its obvious what hes saying is negative thats why he keeps adding compliments*)
he said : I just didn't want to be selfish, ur mad I can tell, I feel that I would not be a good fit for u if I came into ur life right now, I want to eventually though, after ur done school
he said : I'm really starting to care for u:$
he said : I'm sorry ?:(
i said : I don't understand why you're apologizing, you didn't say anything wrong. We'll stay friends :)
... maybe its time to delete him, i started cutting again because of him :(