Do you hear that?
that's the sound of everyone going out
and partying and losing their virginity
and doing things they're not supposed to
because they think it's bada.ss while i'm here at home 24/7, seven days a week,
staying up late, ignoring texts and phone calls,
blogging s.hit up,
having a netflix marathon by myself locked in my room
while my parents question my path and success in life,
thinking about it at 2:15 AM,
having a junk food buffet,
killing my ex in my mind while listening to good music,
sleeping in till 3 PM
my friends wondering if i'm dead,
& guess what!
i f.ucking like it.