open your eyes
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//Chapter Five//
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I never thought I would have the guts to tell him how I felt. And the way I did it..why I did it... that wasn't in mind either.
"Gab...." He said to me.
"Just go, Jeffrey. Please, leave." I said.
"No, I can't. Not now. Gabbie you know how much you mean to me. You know I love you." He answered.
"Not how I love you. And you haven't told me you love me for the longest time because Rachel would murder you if you did! And you know why? SHE IS A B*TCH, JEFFREY!" I yelled, not caring.
"Gabriella, stop it!" He said to me.
"I was told to tell people my thoughts. Ever since I had stopped cutting, thats all they told me. 'Share your thoughts.' 'Never be scared to speak your mind.' Well now I am and you are yelling at me because I'm telling the god d*mn truth!" I screamed. I started crying again, got up, and walked out.
"I'm sorry, Gabbie.." He answered.
When I was walking out I noticed that maybe I shouldn't talk to Jeffrey for a while. But most of the time when I'm mad I do that to people. I close them out.
When I sat back down at the table with red eyes, Rachel looked at me. She saw I had been crying and she laughed. In that moment I had felt something. Courage.
"You know what, Rachel? I'm so f*cking sick of you. I cannot stand you! Nobody can! You are such a straight out b*tch! If you were nice to people, you would actually have friends. Look around, everyone hates you! When me and you were friends, if you even can remember that far, you were nice. But at the fair something happened to you. You turned into a devil. Sometimes came over you. You stole away some of my happiness, and now I'm stealing some of yours."
By this time, Jeffrey was back and everyone from every table was listening.
"You go around actine like everyone hates you, but if you haven't heard one of my points so far- they all hate you. I don't know what you did to Jeffrey, or maybe if he lied to me, but before you asked him out he hated to. Yes, everyone.....Rachel asked Jeffrey out. She told you all it was the other way around, but it wasn't. Now, if we all hate Rachel, why do we talk to her? Because we are scared that you will break us. But everyone should know the only thing you could actually break is a promise, a heart, a nail, and a headboard. You are so full of yourself, its crazy. So, do you guys all really know her? No, I don't think you do."
I flashed a winning smile towards her.
"Rachel, when we were close, told me something. Did you guys know she can't swim and thats why at all of the pool party she goes in the hot tubs, and at the beach she tans, and she won't go swimming in any of her boyfriends pools? Did you guys know that Rach, over here, she cannot sleep without her teddy bear. And now, the last time I knew that was a year ago because that was before she was a total b*tch to me. Did any of you guys know that Rachel will not ever see a horror moive? She did once at my house with me and my cousin and she peed her pants! So, do you guys really know Rachel? No, I believe not." I finished, then sat down.
"I grabbed my books, walked past her and said "I just took some of your happiness, as I promised."
Everyone was clapping, I was kinda going crazy. Courage, its big; it makes a difference.
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