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Makeup Glitter & Lies.Chapter 17."Amber wake up!" I heard Alec scream as he walked past my door.I opened my eyes slightly, and read the clock, 10:15. I heard footsteps run down the stairs as I pushed the covers off of me. I slowly got up and walked down the stairs and over to the Christmas tree."Merry Christmas!" My mom said, full of excitement.I sat down next to Alec, as he was seperating the presents into piles. He was more excited then all of us combined.He threw my pile at me, as he was ripping the paper off his presents. I slowly opened the biggest one, and found a new apple laptop, to replace my one that was broken in the brake-in. I smiled up at my mom, and thanked her as I began to open another.After everyone was finished, I found myself with the laptop, a bunch of new jewerly, a new ipod, some clothes and 300 dollars.I walked upstairs to put my gifts on my bed, but instead I found a note, surrounded in flower peadles, to be outside my house in a half hour. I smiled, because I recognized Chris's horrible handwritting.I changed into my new clothes, and slid on a pair of my uggs. I put on only mascara, and threw my long straight hair into a pony tail. I walked past my brother, sister and mom and walked outside. I found Chris standing there, in his pajammas, his hands holding something behind his back. I smiled at him, then ran over to hug him."Merry Christmas!" I said, kissing his cheek."Merry Christmas." He said, doing the same."Wait, one second." I told him, as I ran back inside to get his present.I picked up the bag that said "merry christmas!" about a hundred times, and ran back outside to meet the boy I loved.

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Makeup Glitter & Lies.Chapter 16."Please dont give up." Chris said, as I sat on his bed."Why?""Because there are so many people out there that love you.""Like?""Me, Billy, Kristin, your family..""Yum a whole six people!""Amber...""Chris I'm going to do it.""When?""Why does it matter?""Because I want to make the last days of your life the best."I rolled my eyes at him and as I layed back my head landed on his cheast. He grabbed my hand with one of his, and played with my hair in the other."Hey, you still have your laptop right?" I asked."Yeah its over there, why?""Can I use it?" I asked, looking up at him.He looked back at me, but let me get up and get it anyway. I logged onto my facebook, and saw that it was now only Sydney and her friends saying things now. I guess everyone else realized how serious it was. Before logging out, I looked at my relationship status, and smiled."Tomorrow is three months, and Christmas." I said, closing the laptop and moving back closer to him."Wanna do anything special?" He asked, playing with my long hair again."I dont know, well its Christmas so..""Ill supprise you." He said, smiling down at me.I smiled back, then closed my eyes. I fell alseep in the arms of the only one who really cared, who really understood me, the only one who would ever love me.

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Makeup Glitter & Lies.Chapter 15."Alright AMber, explain to me what happened." The doctor said, writting things down on a piece of paper."I-I dont remember..""Dont remember?""No..nothing.""Really?" He asked.I nodded my head and crossed my legs."Alright, well you deffinatly have some memory loss, and a concussion..""Thats it?" I asked, scratching my head."Yeah. No sports or anything, and maybe stay out of school for a while..""Okay, thank you." My mom said.I hopped off the table and followed her out into the sitting room."Mom?" I asked."Yes?""What ever happened to dad?"Her eyes locked into mine, and she looked cold."He, hes in a better place..""Better place? Did, maybe the accident make me forget..""Amber your father passed away last night, during your attack."I starred at her, then ran."Amber! Amber!" I heard her scream behind me.I didnt listen and I just kept running. I ran and ran and ran."Lookie here Lizzy." I heard a voice say as I passed an alley.Sydney and Lizzy were standing side by side behind me. I didnt look back, because I knew there would be trouble. I kept running to my house. But when I had got there, police surrounded my house."Excuse me, this is my house." I told a police man.He stepped aside, and let me in. It looked ten times worse then before we had left. I let my fingers glide against the holes in the walls, and places where my things should have been. The stairs were broken, and everything was dark. I followed the broken glass all the way up to my room. Between the ripped carpet and curtians, the broken glass from my mirror, the laptop in half, and most of my things gone, I saw Billy sitting in his usual spot."They did it again." I whispered, sitting on my broken bed.He looked at me, and then nodded his head yes."Why?" I asked quietly again.He shrugged, and hopped down. He walked up to me, and pulled me close to him. I felt his arms wrap around behind my back, and I did the same to him. I closed my eyes, and thought. I thought about life, the few friends I had left, the little family I still had, and the small once of hope, I was hanging on to.

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Makeup Glitter & Lies.Chapter 14."Amber?" I heard a voice whisper.I rolled over in bed to face who was sitting next to me. I slowly opened my eyes, to see Billy sitting at the end of my bed."Hi." I moaned."Hey. How are you?""Good.." I said, rubbing my eyes and sitting up."Sure?" He asked, suspiciouslly."Yeah, I feel fine.""Woah, you must have forgot..""Forgot what?" I asked."Uhh, nevermind.""Tell me!" I insisted, slapping his arm."Alright, well..""Well!?" I said, hitting him again.He rubbed his arms, and continued on, "Well, you must have been hit pretty hard..""By!?""Ehhrm, Sydneys brother and, his friends, kinda broke in your house, and um attacked you..""ATTACKED ME!?" I yelled."Shhhhh. Yes, lay back down."I layed my head down, and felt cold ice on my head."We need to go, come on Amber." My mom said, sticking her head in my door.I walked down my stairs, and passed broken picture frames, holes in the walls, and broken windows."What happened?" I asked, not to anyone, just in general.I slowly walked past pieces of glass, trying not to step on them. It was still early morning, and it was still dark. I walked down the steps outside and into my moms car. She looked at me, then put the car in reverse and backed out the drive way.

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Makeup Glitter & Lies.Chapter 13."After me!?" I screamed at him, as he threw his hand to my mouth."Yes. Be quiet!" He said, pulling his hand away."Why!?" I said, backing away from him twards my door."Jason's still not over you Amber, she wants him to herself, and you out of the picture. So she sent her brother and his friends, to come after you. Thats why Im locked up in here with you!" He said."Dead..? Seriouslly hurt..?"Alec just starred at me, the answe lied in his eyes. I looked at him, then at the mirror I had positioned myself to stand in front of."Amber." I kept hearing Alec say."Amber, what are you thinking. Amber no." He said, standing up and holding my hands behind my back.I looked into the mirror, to see a girl who I didnt recognize. She was in baggy clothes, her hair was a complete mess, black was running down her face and covered her eyes. Her hands were shaking behind her back, which her brother held.I began to blink fast, as an attempt to hold back the tears forming in my eyes. It didnt work, and I fell to the floor as the first tear rolled down my cheek. I pulled my knees close to me, and then stuffed my face in them. Alec got up and sat next to me.. He put his arm around me, as I leaned into his shoulder and cried.Suicide seemed like an answer at the time.*sorry i havent wrote, but here ya go.

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Makeup Glitter & Lies.Chapter 12."I told you not to!" Chris said, moving closer to me, and wiping the tears off my face."Im sorry, I should have listened.""Its fine. I love you." He said, grabbing my hand."I love you too." I said.A smile was on my face for the first time in months."Alright boys. Time to go." My mom said, standing in the doorway."Okay. Bye Mrs. Maxwell, bye Amber." Billy said. He seemed excited to leave."Bye." Chris said, giving me a hug and kissing my cheek."Eating?" My mom asked as I heard both cars pull out of the driveway."Not really hungry." I said."Okay. Tell me if you are later."I nodded my head and fell onto my bed. I pulled my ipod off my nightstand, and shoved the headphones in my ears. I turned up the volume, and closed my eyes as my head hit the pillow.I woke up the next morning to my ipod still playing All Time Low. It was nine oclock, no school for me. I got up, and threw on a clean pair of sweats, and a sweatshirt. As I looked in the mirror, my stomache started to growl. I was starving. I starred in the mirror, hard. 'Nope. Cant eat. Need to loose weight, skinny skinny skinny.' I thought. I clutched my stomache as I threw myself onto my small couch. I didnt bother checking my facebook, so I just turned on the tv. After about three hours, I fell asleep.-"Amber. Amber?" I heard Alecs voice call from downstairs."Up here." I yelled.I heard footsteps running up the stairs, and saw Alec dripping in sweat."Lock the door. Lock the windows. Lock everything.""Why!?" I yelled, shutting and locking the window I usualy found Billy sitting on."Do it. And fast, now." He said, running into every room, locking every window.I ran down the stairs, wondering why we were doing this. I locked every window, and shut every curtin."I got the doors. Shut off every light." He said, running past me."Wh-"No questions! Do it!" He yelled.I did as I was told, and then ran in my room."What are we doing?" I whispered to him, as he sat next to me on my couch."School was in lockdown all day. They just let out a few people. I ran, ran all the way home. And didnt stop. They saw me. Its a group of people, alot of them. Even Sydneys brothers in it. I-I think they want you.""Me!?""Yes Amber. They want you."

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Makeup Glitter & Lies.Chapter 8."No." I said to Billy, sitting at the end of my bed."What's your mom gonna say?""Not going to school. No.""Alright. Bye."He stood up and walked out my door, I didnt move untill I saw his car drive down the street. I walked downstairs and took an icepack from the freezer."You okay?" Alec asked me, stopping at the door."Im fine, just go to school.""No. Are you okay?" He asked, throwing his bag on the floor."Do I look okay?""What happened?""Sydney. I ditched school and went to the mall with everyone, and she found me. We got into a fight, and she did this to me. Chris got involved too, it was bad.""Do not go to school. Dont.""Do I look like im going to school?" I asked, pointing at my clothes, hair and make-up."Good point. Lock the doors and all..""Im not stupid.." I answered."Bye." And I was left alone.I walked upstairs, and sat on my couch. I logged onto the computer, and checked facebook. Same harassment, same words that killed me inside. I knew my friends were there for me, but they seemed to not care. Billy and I werent getting along, and Kristin was avoiding me. I was left with nothing.-My phone started to buzz, which woke me up. It was my mom. I decided to let it ring, and call her back when I would be having lunch."Hello?" She answered."You called?'"Yes. Can you come down to the hospital after school?""Yeah sure.""Okay bye."I hung up, and got dressed into sweats and a tank top. I went outside, and drove to the soccer field. I got my ball, and started to practice shooting. I decided to run, and I put my ipod in my ears."Think I wouldnt find you again?" I heard a voice coming from the other end of the field. I turned to look at Sydney.I ignored her, and kept running."Dont think Im gonna hurt you this time..I know your in pain. I think Ill just give you some more, tomorrow."

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Makeup Glitter & Lies.Chapter 2."What happened!?" I yelled to Alec, walking out of the house with his face in his hands."I-I think he was looking for me, because we were going to go to his house..Mom why are you crying?" Alec asked."I-I dont k-know." She answered.I walked away from them, and ran into my sister, Carlie, who looked mad."Move brat." She said, pushing me to the side.I rolled my eyes and walked into my house. I ran up the stairs and back into my room."Sh*t!" I yelled.Billy looked up from the collection of papers laying in front of him."What?" He asked."I have soccer practice!" I yelled, pulling my soccer shorts, shinguards and socks out of my drawer."Oh." He said."Can you get my cleets from the closet?" I asked, tieing the strings to my shorts.He threw my shoes at me, as I pulled the socks over my guards. I put on my shoes and threw up my hair."Coming?" I asked im."Why not.."I ran down the stairs, grabbing a water bottle from the kitchen."Tell mom Im going to practice!" I yelled to Alec, running out the door.I ran all five blocks to the soccer field, without stopping."Great.." I said, seeing the girls already doing warm ups."Your late Amber." My coach said."I know.."I ran to catch up the girls. Soccer was my time to think."Hey!" I heard Kristin yell from behind me.I turned my head, and waved. She caught up with me and said,"Billy's hereee!" She said, nudging my arm."Were friends." I said, pumping my legs harder. She caught back up with me as I slowed down."I know. You like Chris!""Shut up!" I said, looking back at Lila, Chris' sister."Whoops, sorry."Kristin is my best friend, but shes incredibly stupid. Soccer ended, and Billy Kristin and I walked back to my house."Im gonna go." He said, picking up his things."Alright. See ya tomorow." I answered."Hospital, now." I heard Carlie say as she walked past my door. Kristin looked confused, but I dragged her into my car and we drove to the hospital. After about a half hour, the nurse walked out and said,"Ms. Maxwell?" The nurse asked me."Yes?""Your dad, had a stroke."

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Makeup Glitter & Lies.
Prolouge.
Hello.
My names Amber.
I have brown hair, and green eyes.
I'm tall, and athletic.
I have a lot of friends, but only a few close ones.
I like a boy.
I go to high school.
I live with my mom, brother and sister.
My parents are divorced.
I like listening to music.
Taylor Swift is my hero.
I seem like a pretty average teenage girl.
But really,
I'm not.

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Dont You Wanna Stay?Chapter 35I walked downstairs, holding both of them. I handed Vinny Annamaria, and I kept Andrew."She looks like you." He said."He looks like you.""Haha."--"Could you go get her?" I asked Vinny. I heard Annamaria crying upstairs."Sure."I went out on the deck, and flipped the burgers."How you doing?" I asked Brendan, who was swimming in our pool with his friends."Fine." He answered. I walked back inside, and met Vinny bouncing Annamaria on his lap. I smiled, and pulled plates out from the cabinet. I went back outside, and put the food on the plates."Good burgers." Vinny said, wiping his hands on a napkin."Mmmhmmm." I answered.--"Well, its been 15 years."I sighed, and responded to Vinny saying, "I know.""Why didnt he just stay with you guys?""I dont know. Things would have been a hell of a lot better.""I know. Atleast hes in a better place.""Jeff certianly is.""Hahaha. Hes in there for..""Life." I said cutting him off."Good. He deserves to rot in hell."THE END

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Dont You Wanna Stay?Chapter 34I woke up at 3 the next morning, to crying. Vinny was holding Andrew, and Annamaria was still laying in bed, crying."Mornin." I said, rubbing my eyes."Hey.""How long have you been up?" I asked him, picking up Annamaria."Few hours.""Ill take shift tomorow.""Theres no point in stopping you.""I know."We finally got them both to stop crying, and we walked downstairs."Its so early.." I said, brewing us a cup of coffee."I know." He said."Why do kids have to be so difficult..""I dont knoww.." I said, handing him his cup."I love you." He said, breaking our silence."I love you too."--It was the kids first birthday, and the entire family was over. Alessandra, Bianca Chris and Melaney, their daughter, Michael and his wife and kids, Brendan, and all four grandparents.After we finished cake, we were basically shoving them out the door. We put the kids to bed, and watched tv. I didnt fall asleep, and walked upstairs to the kids. I held them both in my arms.Annamaria looking like me, Andrew, like Vinny.

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