I want a late night adventure. I want someone to call me up and say, "I'm outside. Let's do something!" I want to go out late at night in my pj's and my hair all tied up. Maybe drive around. Go to a park and just swing on the swings. Maybe sit in the grass and watch the stars or maybe go to a 24 hour food place and pig out. I just want a late night adventure with people I like to be around. No drama. Nothing but good vibes and good company.
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April 25, 2013 6:22pm UTC
*Watching a horror movie* Movie: Based on a true story Me: OMFG NO! NOOOO NO NO NO NO NO, NOPE! Me: SOOO NOT HAPPENING. Me: NEVER Me: IT WILL NOT WIN! *2 hours later* Me: *Curled up in a ball under the blankets of my bed at 2 am rocking back in forth* Me: *clutches teddy bear* Me: Shhh Rodger, the demons will hear you!
People tell me.. "I can't believe how strong you are." but really I'm not. I fake it, really well, actually, just so I can help other people feel better. But the thing is, I'm not. But I can't be weak because it will let everyone down. Its a work in progress.
I was out with my friends today... Adrienne: OH MY GOD I still need to find a dress for prom! Sammi: You think you have problems?? I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO GET MY HAIR DONE FOR PROM. Adrienne: And I need to find someone to go to prom with! How will I find someone on such short notice?? Sammi: I'm not even sure if I can rent that limo for us. I'm saving up for college. Adrienne: Should I order a dress a size smaller for prom so that I'll be motivated to lose weight? Sammi: Should I try a new shade of foundation? My friend Kyle: OH MY GOD. WE GET IT YOU HAVE VAGINAS.
I need someone who will push me. I need someone who won't put up with my crap. I need someone who will challenge me. Who will defy me. I need someone who will love me, even when I can't love myself— especially when I can't love myself. I need someone who will push my buttons when I need it, and hold me when I break. I need someone who will hold my hand, and keep me from drowning. Someone who will chase away the demons who live inside of my head. But most of all, I need someone who won't give up on me. (DS)
You hate the way your hair falls, so you hide it in a bun. You turn up to school each day, look around and feel outdone. You check your thighs constantly to see if you've gained weight. You can't get to sleep at night because you're too busy fighting fate. You hate your heart for beating and letting it cause you pain. You're so over being hurt, you don't ever want to love again. You have to wear makeup to feel more secure. And when you're asked how you feel you're never really sure. You hate to let people in, you fear you'll let them down. You wear a pretty smile so people won't know your frown. And when you look in the mirror all you see is a broken mess. But, darling, when I look at you, What I see is flawless