Dearest Witty.
My life has been vaguely hectic lately. I know what it is that I want, but it's just become so hard for me to make the steps to actually get it.
I want such great things to take place within me, but I almost don't even know where to start.
So help me start.
At what point does a relationship run its course. When do you look at a person who is your world and say to yourself, " I can't continue."? Perhaps all relationships of any kind are merely phases. Depending on what you need in your life at any given time you formulate a relationship with whoever fulfils a part of you.
What an awful though. To think that our friends are merely there for convience for yoursevles.
For somebody who wants to break free of everything I've surrounded myself with, it doesn't sit well.
Im ready to start. Ready to take life by the horns. I just dont know if I can take on life and still hold the hand of the boy I love. Does that make me wretched or what?
On the other hand, I want to take my frineds with me. I want us to experience it all together, just like we always have. I want our children to be friends. I want us to grow old together. That all is impossible though if I move far, far away like I plan. Although there is some solace knowing that we'll be taking a road trip soon, across the country. Our last hoo rah. Being on the raod with my girls, just sounds so great to me. The only thing we'd be worrying about is finding the next exit to fill up on fast food and be out again, seeing the sights. Theres something soothing about knowing you'll be in the company of a group of people just as much as you love them.
Its been a long night, Im sorry I dont have much to say.
Until next time Witty.
Yours Truly,
SM
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