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YoursTrulySM

1. YoursTrulySM
   posted a quote
   October 21, 2013 11:09pm UTC
   Dearest Witty.
   My life has been vaguely hectic lately. I know what it is that I want, but it's just become so hard for me to make the steps to actually get it.
   I want such great things to take place within me, but I almost don't even know where to start.
   So help me start.
   At what point does a relationship run its course. When do you look at a person who is your world and say to yourself, " I can't continue."? Perhaps all relationships of any kind are merely phases. Depending on what you need in your life at any given time you formulate a relationship with whoever fulfils a part of you.
   What an awful though. To think that our friends are merely there for convience for yoursevles.
   For somebody who wants to break free of everything I've surrounded myself with, it doesn't sit well.
   Im ready to start. Ready to take life by the horns. I just dont know if I can take on life and still hold the hand of the boy I love. Does that make me wretched or what?
   On the other hand, I want to take my frineds with me. I want us to experience it all together, just like we always have. I want our children to be friends. I want us to grow old together. That all is impossible though if I move far, far away like I plan. Although there is some solace knowing that we'll be taking a road trip soon, across the country. Our last hoo rah. Being on the raod with my girls, just sounds so great to me. The only thing we'd be worrying about is finding the next exit to fill up on fast food and be out again, seeing the sights. Theres something soothing about knowing you'll be in the company of a group of people just as much as you love them.
   Its been a long night, Im sorry I dont have much to say.
   Until next time Witty.
   Yours Truly,
   SM
   
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2. YoursTrulySM
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   October 14, 2012 10:45pm UTC
   I dont like walkin' around this old and empty house.
   So hold my hand
   I'll walk with you my dear.
   
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3. YoursTrulySM
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   September 18, 2012 11:36pm UTC
   Dearest Witty.
   Just like every night we talked again. He had inquired about mundane things like children- something we don’t really delve into. I explained my opinion on the matter and we were casually talking about marriage just in general.
   Out of the blue we started talking about...His "illness." I hate talking about it. He hates talking about it. Sometimes I feel like if we don’t talk about it then it will be less real. But thats not the case. I always forget how broken his body is on the inside, when it looks like the epitome of good health on the outside.
   The doctors say he wont live past his 40's...Can you imagine that Witty? The person you love? Love so dearly? Love more then any family member or friend? Dieing? Fading away so simply?
   I cant- but when I try I feel like my whole body is going to cave in and vanish. Like I just wont even ever Be again.
   It’s a terrible pain. To look at him and know that he’s not nearly as healthy as he looks. His body is in shambles and it will never be healthy. No matter what he does. No matter what anybody does. The body I know and love so well will just wither with time and crumble under scrutiny.
   Just be here for me witty. Okay? Just be here for me. I have to be strong. We have to be strong. I’m starting my life remember? I’m taking my tentative steps into the world.
   This day is mine- for I’ll never get it again.
   I have to take the time that’s given to me. No day should be wasted. No day should be forgotten and thrown into a pile of ‘The Norm’ it just seems like…a disrespect to me.
   A waste of a life.
   A waste of a day.
   A waste of my time ticking down.
   We were all born to die you know?
   The two of us just agreed to live today and deal with tomorrow...tomorrow.
   Yours Truly,
   SM
   
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4. YoursTrulySM
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   September 15, 2012 12:05am UTC
   Dearest Witty,
   I’ve been listening to a lot of music lately. Good music. The real stuff. The stuff that changes lives and makes you feel different when its over. Not the whole “ I met him in the sky-” bullscrap. But I want to make you feel the way I feel when those songs are over. Almost as if I’m different. As if I’m the only human being in the world who has ever felt such emotion.
   So I’m writing it all down. All these letters are for you witty. And with any luck? Maybe I’ll make you feel different when you’re done reading them. You don’t really need to know much about me, just that I’m a girl and I’m in love. The good kind. The kind of love that makes a person feel whole. The kind that makes you feel happy and raw all at the same time. The kind of love only shared between two people when they both realize that they might not be together forever, but that’s okay. Staying together as long as we can is good enough for me. We both know that people change and life happens and we’re okay with that.
   I just want you to know that this is all predictable. Life- I mean. We eat, sleep, wake up and continue the process all over again. Then we die. Its so predictable. Even if you Carpe that freaking Diem you’ll still die. At one point everybody in your life will seize to exist. Just…Love what you have, even though it’s a shout in a void. Because that’s all you can really do right? I mean if you’re not loving everything around you? Then why are you surrounding yourself with it anyway? Eventually you’re going to have to sit back and realize its time to start your life. Its time to stop doing what everybody tells you to do. All of that pressure about getting good grades, so you can get into a good college, so that you can make good money and buy a good house and live a good life.
   None of those things make a good life.
   None of them.
   I’m sorry Dear Witty but ask yourself. What makes a life well lived? it’s the people, the experiences.
   Every time I get up and do something I ask myself “ Will I thank myself for this later? When I’m on my deathbed? Breathing my last breath?”
   Most of the time the answer is less then satisfactory.
   Honestly- I wont thank myself for the extra hours at the BBQ joint I work at. I wont thank myself for losing sleep over an American History 3 CP test. Nor will I thank myself for being an obedient child when I wanted to test my limits.
   But, as we all know, these things don’t change over night.
   Maybe I’m hoping some of you will change with me. I’m so afraid to die with my life unlived so let me just promise you now that I’ll try to make every day count. Make it last. Make it worth it.
   And maybe you’ll be with me every step of the way.
   Yours Truly,
   S.M.
   
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