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bujuui
posted a quote
July 28, 2015 2:28am UTC

“I want you to know I’m scared
Scared because nobody has ever been so
Godd.amn NICE
And I don’t know how to handle it
I don’t know how to handle NICE
I can do defensive
I can do cold
But you,
You’ve got me baffled
How do you handle NICE?
I am not NICE
I am jagged edges and 3am tears
I am secretive
I am closed
I am protective because I didn’t know NICE before you
And now that I have you
Now that I have
NICE
Baby I don’t know what to do”
— a NICE problem to have

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*Yours Truly*
posted a quote
May 7, 2015 2:27am UTC

I'm mostly afraid that I'll always care about you.

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
December 16, 2014 11:57pm UTC

I loved you when I needed to, but now I need to love me. —(DS)

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bye*
posted a quote
October 18, 2014 8:27pm UTC

I envision fragments of your life spread out across the night sky.
there's constellations sculpted by pieces of your wedding day;
lighting up the sky, yet breaking my heart.
Shooting stars of children;
ones that will have your eyes and her hair
never the dimple on my chin.
I name the rest of the stars after the reasons that I love you
and I watch myself turn yet another beautiful thing in a memory of you

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lasthope
posted a quote
February 1, 2014 6:56pm UTC

i am standing in the middle of my room
on a thursday night when it happens. i
am in my underwear and i am done with
dancing like a fool and then it hits me
like a godd-mn wave and i begin
to wonder why it can’t be real so it can just
f-cking take me under in order for me to
not feel the agony that courses through
my veins in the moment.
he acts like i’m the most interesting girl
he’s ever spoken to and he laughs and i
swear there’s nothing more filling than
the joy that starts to fill my throat. he will
remember our old jokes and he’ll bring
them up and i won’t be able to stop thinking
about how f-cking much i don’t ever
want our old jokes to go away. he makes
me keep eye contact although i am afraid
of getting lost again. but i am, i’m already
in too deep and i’m lost in his eyes and
frankly, this time, i’m not scared.
i’m terrified. because i feel like a live wire
that has been brought alive and i feel as
if whatever the hell this all is, it’s going to
end somehow and i know somehow i want
to see the end. regardless of how painful
it’ll be, or hopefully, how beautiful it could be.
i begin to realize that the start of love is
so godd-mned awful and that the beginning
is always better than the end. i swear i was
floating when i realized that hey this might
actually work out. but no, it didn’t.
you will just turn and whisper to your a-shole
of a best buddy and i’ll be the one that goes
back to breaking the gaze first.
i’m alright.
it just might take a few more dancing nights
alone in my room to realize that for myself.
mhz

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lasthope
posted a quote
November 18, 2013 2:12am UTC

i wonder if you think like that sometimes
when you knew that back when we were more
than just two letters together and two people
but two souls in such a bittersweet love
i wonder if you ever knew that you had
so much control and power over me
you had me at hello but i never said goodbye
i’d miss my turn to play in a game
even if it was your kind of play
i found myself not minding becoming
your favorite abused chess piece
and i wouldn’t mind in the ball flew by
you had me right there
the place where you could forget me quickly
and the place where goodbye would be
like a tourniquet that would just cut me in two
but you play games
and i am a defensive team player
so i let you rip me right in two rather than
giving you the power to cut me in two
i never really liked your games
but i always played them and pretended
that i loved them to pieces
because your games were a part of you
and i thought i was a part of you back then
i told myself
if i was a part of you and your games
made up who you are than maybe i
am just another one of your games
mhz

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ImmaBeWitty
posted a quote
October 7, 2013 7:18pm UTC

i want to bury you in my ribs
and say that i breathe you in
i want to stretch out my fingers
and braid them with yours
so i can say we're intertwined
i want to take the literal meaning
of these things to show you
how much i love you

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lasthope
posted a quote
October 5, 2013 5:57pm UTC

you wanted a lover
that had no strings
and i remember how
you did not care
that my father was diabetic
or that i
was afraid of you
you did not care
that i loved you
you wanted me
to love you somber
and kiss you rough
you wanted nothing
and you wanted me
without a single string
i obeyed you
and i loved you
with no strings
while i kissed you sweet
when you slept
and while i turned off
your alarm clock
in the mornings.
mhz

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sapphirepeaches
posted a quote
September 29, 2013 3:09pm UTC

First KissAnd it’s warm.
And it starts in your chest.
And it travels through your body like a wisp of smoke.
And your head is crowded but clear.
And his hand is holding your face.
And it’s your first kiss.
And it doesn’t happen like the movies.
And for a split second it’s scary.
And you don’t know what you’re doing.
And then you close your eyes.
And then you stop thinking.
And you stop breathing.
And it’s your first kiss.
And you just feel it.
And you feel it inside, and out.
And you’re radiating love.
And he’s scared too.
And that’s okay.
And you’re going to think too much.
And then you won’t be able to think at all.
And it’s your first kiss.
And then you open your eyes.
And you realise you’re still holding your breath.
And he’s staring like he’s looking into your soul.
And then it’s over but it’s not.
And you’re entranced.
And you can still feel it.
And it’s still warm.
And now you’re numb.
And you feel warm and fuzzy.
And he says goodbye.
And he walks away.
And you cover your mouth with your hand.
And you can taste him on your tongue.
And you can still feel his hand your face.
And you can still feel his kiss there.
And it’s your first kiss.
And you’re radiating love.
And you’re radiating hope.
And you’re radiating joy.
And you’re radiating excitement.
And anticipation, and fear.
And you worry he didn’t like it.
And you can’t stop smiling.
And you can’t stop laughing.
And you want to jump.
And you love this boy.
And he loves you.
And this moment is perfection
Because it’s your first kiss.

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lasthope
posted a quote
September 22, 2013 5:59pm UTC

i wanted to be the girl
that made you go to bars
and drink yourself happy
simply because
you were too heartbroken
not the girl
that made you go to bars
just to sit outside
and smoke a chain
of cigarettes
because you hurt too much
i wanted you to love me right
and to hurt me wrong
yet still miss me bittersweet
mhz

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lasthope
posted a quote
September 22, 2013 4:36pm UTC

the sound of the rain
reminds me a bit of your
heart when you loved me
mhz

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lasthope
posted a quote
September 15, 2013 5:01pm UTC

i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
no matter how
i write it
you don't believe me
it doesn't matter
how i say it
and when i do
you never,
not once
listened to me
even when my lips
wrote those words
when my hands
sent them to you
and when my voice
uttered them
to you
you don't believe me
you never did
mhz

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lasthope
posted a quote
September 8, 2013 11:40pm UTC

a knife to the chest
is a blasting pain
the resonates
through your body
but it's that pain
the self-inflicted one
because of razors
and from old cigars
the kind that won't
bring you to your knees
on the floor
because of sheer, utter agony
it's the kind that you feel
when you're finally alone
it makes your ribcage tight
and your bones just feel
heavy
you look down and see
the road you've walked
and you look up and ask
just why did this all happen
it's that pain
that actually kills you
it hurts more
than a knife to the chest
ever could
mhz

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lasthope
posted a quote
August 10, 2013 2:02am UTC

i want to tear
my skin apart
when i hear you
inconsiderate
complain
about how bad
your life is
take a f-cking look
around you and
just listen
there is a baby
crying across
the street
there is girl
no older than you
that will be a mom
because of r-pe
there is a boy
who is bullied
for loving a man
thursday morning, 2008
you turn on the pop radio
and hear
"there is a boy
who was found
suspended
on a rope"
you scoff
at all
of the suicidal souls
and you cringe
when you see optimists
who are you
who are you, really?
the boy
hung himself
because of something
you had said
and was announced
dead
at 3:49 am
that morning
you took the time
to complain how
you were "ignored"
when your f-ck buddy
told you you two
were over
because she found
a new heart
to love
the boy's death note
said two things;
"i'm sorry"
and
"i'm sorry i wasn't
enough for you"
you know
the problems
you know
what she meant
and you know
what he meant
mhz

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lasthope
posted a quote
July 30, 2013 7:00pm UTC

i became hollow
the start of every
damn sentence
i became engrossed
in you
i became something
i couldn’t be
i felt hollow
after crying
my veins are
surprisingly
still not hollowed out
from my attempts
to release you
you are everything
you are everything
you are in my dreams
you are in my veins
you are in my thoughts
and i was only
trying to get rid
of you
in my blood
in my life
and i
only became
hollow
mhz

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bluehoodiesbabe
posted a quote
April 10, 2013 6:47pm UTC

Ten True False Facts about Me
I like the prolonged……………….
Loves that never die
Friendships that never fade
and relationships that never find their fading day
The long silence I discover underwater, I enjoy that also………….
When I tuck my head beneath the rippling surface
When the world closes around me in silence and
Blackness
I find peace.
To find that one object you look for, that’s something I love
That one quote that screams to your head
That one lyric that sings its siren song to your mind
I kind of love that feeling—
Finding the buried treasure you didn’t even know you were looking for.
I love eyes
The blue, green, brown hues
I love them all
‘cause of the portal they provide
to the carefully covered soul.
Now and then
I think about what lies beyond death
What lies beyond the finish line of life
Or if there is anything at all
Once in a while
I sit on the sand
Letting the grains snuggle between my toes
Watching the sun turn from a yellow ball of sunshine
to sweet-sickening pick and orange
the colors of Hawaiian flowers
Sometimes I wonder
Why we have staircases
To climb and complain about
But then I remember
The world is a very small place for all
the treks and complaints to remain all on one level
Sometimes I ponder
What the sun’s love story with
the moon entails
Never able to be together
Stuck in a cycle
To provide light to the dark world
When they cannot even provide the light to each other
The light of happiness
of love they so desire
Sometimes I wonder
Why I bother clutching on to thin air
Grasping something that doesn’t exist anymore
Then I remember all the air surrounding me
And recall how thin air supports everything
And that air is all around us
Even though we don’t see it
I can still taste the coffee on my burnt tongue
Even though we don’t go to the tiny coffee shop anymore
No more White Chocolate Mocha
It’s just a pleasant reminder
Of the constant sting
I still feel
When I think of us
FEEDBACK!?

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wearestarstuff
posted a quote
February 4, 2013 9:28pm UTC

'a journey along your spine'
tracing your scoliotic spine,
hoping that i don’t lose you
to the alternating hollow recesses,
while meandering, navigating.
a one lane. a two way.
only two ends in sight.
to your head or your hips?
or to both, and also to
the universe in between?
not all destinations show.
no cartographer has mapped
this plentiful expanse in you.
i humbly attempt your moon.
craters spell revelation doom.

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wearestarstuff
posted a quote
January 31, 2013 9:04am UTC

'a little while forever'
your amorphous
apparition
embraces in
a fluid haste.
you plead:
don’t leave.
be my viscous
reluctance;
stay in.
linger.
(linger
a
little
while
longer)
breathless.
lachrymal.
but underwater,
it doesn’t
matter.

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wearestarstuff
posted a quote
January 26, 2013 11:47am UTC

'ambrosial heart'
my ambrosial heart worshiped your whims;
now it lies wedged in between your teeth.
this feast is packed with incisors of its own.
fashioned with lexicons from the mortuary,
toughened by rebirth, let’s grind to zilch.
this vindictive sacrilege i have long sought.
~
you reduced it back into its constituents;
a defiled manifestation so structurally unsound.
these fragments crushed asunder and spat,
but it was well worth the now-orchestrated encore.
on the cold, indifferent ground, pieces spell
all your words, and the modus operandi of your perjuries.

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