4/29-30/18 x 5/31-6/1/18 6.1.18
I had another breakdown at 12:22am 6/1/18
but it wasn't because of him,
it was because of you.
I know i was playfully mad at you,
or even jealous,
just for leaving me.
But i'll never forgive myself if you actually leave.
It's 10:55am, same day and i still have the tear stains from 8 to 10 hours ago.
They're being covered and more are joining right now..
Heck, friends or not,
I love you.
Don't go...
Please fight,
fight for her,
fight for me,
fight for yourself,
fight for anyone,
fight for your life,
Please.
You don't deserve this.
No one deserves that.
We only knew each other for a month,
but so much has happened.
We were able to trust each other.
I trusted you with everything i said.
I trusted you to tell me anything and everything.
Telling me when you say you're good but you're actually not...
That hit.
That hit hard.
How could i not know better?
Telling me that i may not see you again,
i wish our last conversation wasn't that!
God, don't let that be the last time we conversate!!!!
I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE REPLACEABLE,
I DON'T WANT TO REPLACE YOU.
YOU'RE IRREPLACEABLE,
to me at least...
"You're an amazing girl (name), don't let any d*ck tell you otherwise, ok?"
"i know better than to listen to them"
I couldn't delete that conversation...
I won't ever forget you...
Please stay..
Do you know how hard it is to type all of these without being able to see the keyboard clearly?
Thank you for being my best friend, you'll always be my best friend.
I'll always love you.
Please don't let that time be the last time we conversate.
Whysitgottabeme