I honestly am scared of life. What I'm the most scared is that I won't leave a scar at all on this world. Perhaps, I might cause strangers to feel pity for the loss of life, but what good does that do me? I know I would leave a rather small mosquito sized imprint on this humongous world. I dont feel any comfort by this thought. & pity certainly does me no good. I might be too young to even be talking about death & afterlife, however that's all that's been in my mind. This lingering & taunting thought has filled my brain with questions & confusion. My reasoning is very logical. I mean who wants to be forgotten? I dont want to be another person in their tombstone left to become dust, & become a literal part of the world. I dont want the only reason for my death to be remembered is for creating the natural decomposition due to the rotting of my hollow bones. I want to leave a scar on this world. Perhaps, my goal in life should be to create a larger imprint or scar on this world. Maybe not a mosquito bite, however a orange indention in this world would fulfill my dreams. Maybe, my name won't be forgotten nor be allowed to be gone with the past. For all the dead deserve honor & to be remembered for we all have a story, none less important than the other.
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