I honestly am
scared of life. What
I'm the most
scared is
that I won't
leave a scar at
all on this world.
Perhaps, I might
cause strangers to feel
pity for the loss of
life, but what
good does that
do me? I know I
would leave a rather
small mosquito
sized imprint
on this humongous world.
I dont feel
any comfort by this thought.
& pity
certainly does me no
good. I might
be too young to
even be talking about death &
afterlife,
however that's
all that's been in
my mind. This lingering
& taunting
thought has filled my
brain with questions
& confusion.
My reasoning
is very logical. I
mean who wants
to be forgotten? I dont want
to be another
person in their tombstone left
to become dust, &
become a literal part of
the world. I dont
want the only reason
for my death to be remembered
is for creating the natural
decomposition
due to the rotting
of my hollow bones.
I want to leave a
scar on this world.
Perhaps, my goal in
life should be to
create a larger imprint
or scar on this world.
Maybe not a mosquito bite,
however a orange
indention in this
world would
fulfill my dreams. Maybe,
my name won't
be forgotten nor
be allowed to
be gone with the past.
For all the dead deserve
honor
& to be remembered
for we all have a
story, none less
important than the
other.
I honestly am scared of life. What I'm the most scared is
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May 12, 2014 6:35pm
