Dear lost souls,
It's 1:46am and I'm scrolling through twitter and tumblr trying to clear my mind. I got this feeling around noon today, right before I went to a family friend's wedding. I turned down food, again. I thought I was past this.
I came home and read a bunch of fanfiction, assuming it would clear my mind as it usually does. It didn't help though and I'm left with this feeling again. A feeling I'm all too familiar with.
I'm looking at pictures of these bands- telling myself that if I returned to my old habits they would be upset with me. That they wouldn't want me too. But in the end I know they'll never know if I don't tell them. They don't know I exisit so if something were to happen to happen to me- they wouldn't even know.
It's 1:50pm and I'm thinking of finishing the game I started.
Tradgicly wrtten,
Hannah
Deep breaths, my love*
TellitTotheFrogs*
rooftops*