Dear lost souls,
It's 1:46am and I'm scrolling through twitter and
tumblr trying to clear my mind. I got this feeling around
noon today, right before I went to a family friend's
wedding. I turned down food, again. I thought I was past
this.
I came home and read a bunch of fanfiction, assuming it would
clear my mind as it usually does. It didn't help though
and I'm left with this feeling again. A feeling I'm
all too familiar with.
I'm looking at pictures of these bands- telling myself
that if I returned to my old habits they would be upset with
me. That they wouldn't want me too. But in the end I know
they'll never know if I don't tell them. They
don't know I exisit so if something were to happen to
happen to me- they wouldn't even know.
It's 1:50pm and I'm thinking of finishing the game I
started.
Tradgicly wrtten,
Hannah