Baby, Now that you're
gone.
By Christine Vega
Now that you're
gone im empty. Now
that
you're
gone i'm nothing.
Now that I hide
who I am, From
myself and everyone
else. I Am
scared. Yes. I said it.
Im full of
fear. Fear of
who I could
have been. To hold
your precious
petals in my arms,
so delicate
also so fragile.
Like a thin
disk of glass.
But I'd
shelter
you from harm. I
let my insecurities
determine your
fate. I let
my fear take control,
now your existence
feels fake.
Sorry I wasnt
ready. It was by
mistake.
Not that you were
the mistake,
just that the
choices I made
to lead up to
your beginning and
ending, those
were the mistakes! I
take the blame on myself.
Daddy doesn't
blame me. Do you? Could you?
