Good Update:

We're talking again. His grandma is in ICU (intensive care unit) because she's really not doing well. I told him to lie to her and tell her we're getting married, because that will excite her and made her get better soon. She really wants him getting married soon.

Today after we started talking, I started to see again why we're together. He admit he'd hate the idea of me ignoring him and being busy all the time. I'm the only person he talks to other than family, I'm his closest friend.

Today the good memories come back, When he used to surprise me with raspberry macaroons at work, or raspberry Godiva chocolate because he knew it was my favorite. Plus it always made my day. There were no goodbyes without a hug. Every hello was with a hug. We'd be at restaurants with me talking about anything, because I always have something to talk about! and he'd sit there listen, attentively. We'd be laughing at things. 

We  are all smiles when we are together, with not a problem in the world in mind. We really enjoy the present when we are together, no past thoughts or future thoughts. Time is a valuable, as the pendulum swings. There is no better way I could possibly spend it. 

I get to see him tomorrow. I'm looking forward to this.