Stay still. Let's not make promises, we don't know what will happen tomorrow. Let's not fight either. I think you like how things are now, so I want to protect it. Let's not make promises. Let's not fall deeper. When you share that smile and say those words...I want to believe you. Still, we don't know what will happen tomorrow. In this blissful stage when everything we do can be viewed as endearing. Let's stay here, remain just like this. So that you can accept my clumsy heart. So that you are not disappointed. For my sake, let's just stay like this.
...News... i'm 18! March 7. Writing this on 4/14/20 late af lol It wasn't easy getting to where i am now, i will admit. I'm definitely happier than i have been in years. 🎔 ⁀⋱‿WIGBM ‿⋰⁀ 🎔 I'm currently 1 year, 6 months and 25+ days clean. My biggest accomplishment. ❥‿⋰⁀ 🎔 A quote i've been going by for a while now is, "Remember and appreciate the small, good things in life. You'll smile more." ❥‿⋰⁀ 🎔 Something I think I really want to say is, "K, I miss you. It'll be our 2 years anniversary on the 30th of this month, April. It's been a year, 3 months, and 23+ days since we lost connection. Please. Come back. I doubt you'll ever see this, but i just need to know you're okay. I miss you. More than anything and anybody. I told you you're irreplaceable. Hell, I wont even use your heart on anybody else. I miss you. I love you. Always and literally forever. I promised, and this is a promise i can't break because I emotionally will never get over you. You've been my best friend forever. I miss you. Come back. Please. Come back for me... ❥‿⋰⁀ 🎔 I wanted to thank everyone especially. This is my therapy when I couldnt talk to anyone. This was my diary, even though its all online and for the world to see. I'll still come by time to time. I'm almost done with high-school and things are just weird, but we're getting to our goals. ❥‿⋰⁀ 🎔 In, other words... I'm proud of myself. 🎔 ⁀⋱‿WIGBM ‿⋰⁀ 🎔
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November 30, 2019 3:56pm UTC
How do you tell someone that their personality alone made him somehow magically become beautiful to you , but you don't wanna seem weird .. and the only reason you feel like it could be weird is because you never wanna make the first move unless signals are given and really , you haven't gotten any signals so your gut feelings telling you to leave it alone for the best , but the adventurous side of you that likes to fk stuff up is telling you to go for it ...? Am I making sense at all? Asking for a friend