i am really bored of myself. for how long can a person be
sad? i am bored of being afraid and i am bored of feeling scared
to be afraid. i am bored of being afraid of failure, when i have
already failed. all i am doing is trying to go through another
day without being damaged inside but i fail. the worst part is
that i have sat down being afraid to stand up because i fear of
falling down again. it's just a vicious circle. there is no way
out.
