what is a constant? what is a habit?
something that happens again and again and ah-
b-but how often do we ever notice a constant?
do you ever notice how you tend to pull on
and pinch your lip whenever you feel nervous
you leave a mark and let it hurt a little, ugh
it happens again and again and ah-
do you ever see the way your eyes flicker away
so quickly whenever a man approaches you 
that maybe he doubts himself if he ever
had eye contact with you in the first place?
is this you being afraid of him - or yourself?
it happens over and over again
and again and again and ah- habits,
didn't notice that i did any of this til you came.



circe; "habits"