4 years ago I fell in love. I've never been one for
fairytale endings and love at first sight but this girl
captivated me instantly. I've had crushes before but seeing her
made everything else so insignificant so unimportant. A room full
of people and all I could see was her. I didn't want to be
anywhere else that night just there with her. All this before I'd
even met her. When we introduced ourselves I was even more
mesmerized. It was beautiful. A perfect tone. More beautiful than
any bird or song or sound. She is perfect to me flawless in every
way. And since that night I've felt the exact same about her for
four years. We've become great friends and she is a spectacular
person a heart of pure gold. She has this thing when she smiles
and her eye kinda squints a bit she hates it but I absolutely
adore it. I always try to make her smile just so I can see it.
But alas in 4 years we've never been anything more than friends.
She only sees me as a friend doesn't like me like that. I can
hardly blame her. I'm not much to look at. I'm not a star
athlete. I'm not rich. I am however kind of awkward but I don't
think that counts as a plus. Yeah It hurts. Mostly cause I know
that this feeling I have when I think about her, when I see her,
when I hear her is ireplacable I'll never feel this way for
anyone else. But even though it does bring me pain to love her
the way I do I'll never stop. I wouldn't trade it for anything.
I'd do anything for this girl if it meant I could see her smile
even for just a second. I know witty is for quotes I guess but
all these feelings I can't help but tell people. She'd know who I
am the moment she saw this so if she does. I love
you
