You know that guy that describes a girl just like you, but doesn't want you. Just someone exactly like you?

Well I'm in that situation, he wants someone like me, but won't take the chance to date me. He loves me
& I'm hopelessy inlove with him.
I finally had the courage to ask him why not me?. I'm right here infront of him & he keeps getting his heart broken\
by other girls.
His response was this;

"I love you, I really do. I know you need me,
I can feel it. I know that I love you, & I find no shame in
saying it or feeling it. But you are a chance that I don't want to
take. I don't want to loose you, even if I know I won't, I still don't
want to risk it. But at the same time, not taking the chance of
being with you is hurting me. Knowing what could be between us.
But I still don't want to take the chance, What if something happens?
I couldn't stand to loose you...
But I love you beautiful, please just always remember that"



I finally understand now. & that's okay with me. Yes it hurts, but what if he's right?
I couldn't stand to loose him either.


& so for all you girls out there who are hoplessly inlove with your bestfriend. Just remember
that he/she might not want to take the chance of loosing you, because maybe they do want you
more than you may think.