I was watching the snow fall while I stared out
the window and
I thought about if you spent your holidays watching the snow
fall
thinking about someone. Maybe you do. You probably don't.
I can't help but think about what it'd be like if you
were here
with me. Would we be watching the snow together?
Would we be throwing snow balls and making snow angels?
Would we snuggle by the fire and read stories and hold hands?
You asked me once what I wanted for Christmas
and I all I wanted was for you to look at me and think
'Sh.t, she's beautiful'
but you never did and you still don't.
What happened to us?
Do you think about what I want for Christmas?
I almost go you a present but you haven't talked to me in 8
months.
So I didn't.
Merry Christmas, darling.
