Well.... I'm just... who I am...hi strangers out there... smilesanys here....if ever you need someone to talk to I'm here...if you feel unloved I'm here....I know that might seem strange but its true... I'm more than a bit weird and I can be hard to handle but if you need me I'll be there as soon as I can be... I'm not always happy.... but I believe there is light even In the dark
I use to always wonder what it would be like to fly, and then I met you.. you showed me how it would feel if I were a bird... but no matter how good you make me feel I realize you can take away that feeling just as fast as you gave it to me.
Sometimes I think you're getting tired of me... That you no longer want to see me as much as you use to ...or talk to.... that you love me but maybe I'm not what you want anymore... but you won't tell me because you don't want to break my heart...
I let night engulf and prayed for a sleep full of good dreams and happiness and not nightmares and pain. Praying to something I don't know if I even believe in anymore....but praying was all that I've ever known to do when I feel lost and afriad.