No matter how many times i say i'm over you my heart knows the truth.  i've had such a long time to move on.. Yet i still stay holding on.... No matter how many times you've screwed me over i still love you no matter what and always will. i miss you. I honestly do. It's been more than an year. And still looking in your eyes makes me fall even harder and make my heart beat a mile a minute and have a million of butterlfies in my tummy. Memories flash back remembering how  you made me feel. All the cute things you told me. How happy i was. Knowing that you still have feelings for me made me hold on even more.. I guess we both don't know how to let something go!</3   but yet omething inside me still hopes to have something with you in the future. But i know i'm wasting my time..  I though i finally moved on.. I was way wrongg.. I don't see why i can't move on.. theres nothing to keep on holding on to..


Sorry had to vent. /;