I'm alive. But I'm barely breathing. It's like I'm screaming. Screaming as loud as I can. But still no one can hear me. Everyday people look past the sadness in my eyes and think I'm okay but I'm not. I can't get out of this hole and I just keep falling deeper and deeper into it. No one notices. But worse than that. No one cares. It feels like my heart is being torn out of my chest and it's barely beating anymore. It's hanging on with everything it has.. But that's not enough. Yeah I'm here. But I'm being destroyed, every so slowly.
❝ Staring at the ceiling in the dark. Some one old empty feeling in your heart. 'Cuase love comes slow and it goes so fast. Well you see her when you fall asleep. Never to touch her & never to keep. 'Cause you loved love her to much and you dive to deep..... ❞
I can honestly say you've been on my mind since i woke up today. I look at our photograph all the time. These memories come back to life. And i don't mind. I remember when we kissed, I still feel it on my lips. The time that you danced with me with no music playing. I remember the simple things, i remember till i cry. But the one thing i wish i forget, the memory i wanna forget is goodbye.