I'm alive. But I'm barely breathing. It's like I'm screaming. Screaming as loud as I can. But still no one can hear me. Everyday people look past the sadness in my eyes and think I'm okay but I'm not. I can't get out of this hole and I just keep falling deeper and deeper into it. No one notices. But worse than that. No one cares. It feels like my heart is being torn out of my chest and it's barely beating anymore. It's hanging on with everything it has.. But that's not enough. Yeah I'm here. But I'm being destroyed, every so slowly.