here's my story ..
when I was a little kid , my family and I moved to the United
States..
I spent my childhood years in the Philippines until I was 7 . Last
they (my parents) decided to send me over there to go continue my
studies for a year .
I absolutely hated it. Yeah I missed my family there but I also
didn't want to lose my friends here . So there I went.
Then after 2 months , I decided to take a vacation with my cousins
at this old place we use to go . Everyone there was just so
welcoming & remembered me. I couldn't remember most of my
childhood though because something caused me to have a trauma back
then & it blocks off my memories.
I can remember some but thats about it. Then , suddenly I saw a
guy. & Oh gosh he was just so perfect ? Like as if it was love
at first sight.
We hanged out for a couple of days but never really talked . He was
closer with my other cousins. I never really told him I liked him
or anything . So, then we left.
5 months later .. I saw him again. Yet I still didnt talk to him
because I was so shy ! He would keep starring at me tho but I
noticed he has some sort of connection with some other girl &
after that I just gave up assuming they had a thing .
After a year of being there , here I am now. Back in the United
States I was loving it .
Until some random guy liked my picture ? He kept liking them
& I realized it was that guy I had a crush on! I was so ... I
can't even begin to explain the feeling ..
Then, he messaged me . We talked for 30 minutes and suddenly
he told me " I remember when we were kids .. gosh you used to
be the happiest girl around here "
& Im like what the heck is going on ?!
what did he mean " when we were kids " ?!
I found out , he was my old friend . He was my very first crush. I
couldnt remember him as best as I could I just couldn't.
The trauma that happened back then made me forget alot of things
about my past.
He was so disappointed. Then , little by little he started telling
me stories about the things we used to do & all my childhood
memories.. It was so amazing how he can remember how my hair was ,
what shirt I wore , & just everything ? He remembered every
single detail .
I asked him , " Why didnt you talk to me when I was there? You
barely said anything to me?"
He responded, " Do you remember when you left this place when
you were little ? That night , you told me that you had a
crush on me and I didn't say anything. I liked you too but I
just couldn't tell you I liked you back. & The next morning
I woke up .. My mom told me you left a shirt for me . She told me
you were leaving .. but no one ever told me you would be gone for 9
years. I was heart broken .. you were my first crush .. I was so
angry at you for not telling me ... I kept that shirt you gave me
you know ? I've held on to it hoping someday my one true love
will come back . You know I've only had one girlfriend since
you were gone . Just ONE hoping that you will come back someday..
"
MY HEART DROPPED !
I REGRET NOT TALKING TO HIM WHEN I HAD THE CHANCE...
You should do something before its too late trust me .
But now , I'm finish my last year here .. Next year I'm
going back there for him . 💕
I believe true love does exist .. because my first crush just might
be the one I marry. c: Of course after I finish school and get a
job.
here's my story .. when I was a little kid , my family and
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Oct 20, 2013 9:51pm
