So, today its
been 5 months since your accident. I mean it hasnt
been easy at all. It still hasnt really sunk in yet that
you really are gone, but hey god had a plan for
you♥There isnt a day that I regret not telling you
that I loved you or telling you not to race that night.
Going through everyday with my problems and not having you
to talk too about them is not the easiest. School
definitely isnt the same. Not being able to sit in study
hall and blast Asking Alexandria and eat like 700 poptarts
makes it even harder. You always made everything
better(:Being in school every single day and not seeing you
smile all the time or goof off with me during class
definitely hasnt been great either. Kaleb I miss you sooo
freaking much and I know you would probably scream at me
right now for crying. But honestly its sooo hard to live
every single day without your bestfriend with you, doing
all that dumb stuff that we never thought would matter. I
hope you know how much you taught me, I wouldnt know half
the bands I do today If it werent for you. I would always
give up if it werent for you. But most of all.. after what
happened I learned to live every single day with a smile on
my face like you did because you never know whats going to
happen. Lord already knows you're up there racing,
showing everyone how amazing you are(: I love you sooo much
Kaleb, and I hope your having a good time in Heaven. I love
you Kaleb♥
♥♥#531♥♥
